I am caught in that tenuous age in my life right between the endless possibilities of youth and the realities of adulthood. At this moment, I can choose who I want to be and what I want to do and who I want to be by my side.
It is the beginning of the year….well maybe a month or two into 2014 but close enough, a time to change toward who I want to be. So I cut my hair and changed my focus. The steps toward that ideal woman…that adventurous, ambitious woman whose focus is on God…must be taken now. Or I will lose her forever and become just another dull girl.
What I want to do remains a mystery. Too many options are out there, full of promise. I am studying business and flying. I dream of photography and writing. I work in retail. I long for a home and happiness.
The person I want to be with is the easiest decision. I want you. You are my everything. And I have you. That is the reason the future is bright.
This blog is my way to speak what I keep silent. A way to practice writing until I find that topic I want to dedicate a novel to. A way to document these lovely years as I move toward my new reality.